people. back here. due to nothing better to do. haha.
sch starts. ohh... have hw.. eassay!!!~ ahh. 3 oages long. killing me.
drawing of 3D building. ohh~ i think theres more to come. haha.
due to my bad ability of adapting to new environment. when poly starts its really a pain to me. having big difficulty to communicate with people the first few days. but thankfully now its much better. if not i don know how im going to survive my 3 yrs there. haha. bad right ? my character. so people don learn from me. hehe. but im really high if im with close friends. many people could prove that. high till they think i siao and cannot take it bah. haha. ok.. exaggerated..
today went to see chinese doc. since western doc doesnt cure my gastric and the problem keeps come bothering me. so change to chinese those zhong yao. haha. is it call chinese physician ? haha. i don know lah. roughly there. now i have lots of medicine to take. at one go i have to take 8 pills all together. siao right? and have to drink 20ml of medicine. wahh.. this is no joke man. i cant imagine it. my stomache must be full of medicine bahh... with so many. scary. but im willing to take it if its gonna cure me. haha. so i hope to see good result yea? haha. im strong. i of course will get well. haha. and the doc ban a lot of food that i cant eat. cannot eat orange, grape, sour, spicy, acidic food , ice lemon tea, green tea and even fruit juice also cant! means i only can drink water and hot beverages !!! all because of my gastric and my digestive system is very veyr sensitive so i have to be very extra careful of the things i eat. haha. yea yea. shall update soon . if im free annd nothing better to do. look forward to that people!~

woohooo~ so long didnt upload.
somebody is saying me lazy already.. haha.
ok. back from taiwan long ago~
wohoo! i love my house the best
go there is seriously the cannot adapt and i wan go home mood.
haha. first 4 days have gastric and last 4 days?
slight eye infection. sway enough a not? haha.
and the worst is i did not have enough medicine when at taiwan for gastric.
sway some more right? haha. stupid me can don bring enough medicine...
i thought enough but actually not enough...
i am more excited when i go home then looking forward to taiwan. i think i am seriously very cancerian. cannot adapt to new environment. i wonder how i survive if im not same class as sandra... haha. will be damn emo in class bah. haha.
i lazy upload photos. hehe. check it out at FB if i ever upload.
seriously nothing do and my laptop seriously have problem.
i hate the whatever symatic(?) thingy. it says what IP address problem and i keep cant visit the web! argh! got so fed up everytime that i rather don use com and go watch tv. haha.
went BBQ last.... tues. haha. had fun !
sch starting~ i don wanna go sch... used to the life of staying at home already... haha.
how great it would be if life continues like this. wahaha. impossible.
recently gastric pain is back to torture me again!!!!
i don wan take medicine but no choice already...
i will recovered! shall end here. hehe.
im not lazy i upload already! haha.

ok... 20++ hours more think i will be airport already...
flying to taiwan. people don miss me. i scared i will cry.
so going to miss my house. my bed. and my bears. cause my mum only allow me to bring my dog and pooh bear there. thats the maximum... so sad...
i will miss everybody in singapore. no lah... say till like migrating there. haha.
will be back soon. time flies. haha. so if couldn't contact me. don worry. im just oversea. haha.
go oversea still need bring so many medication there. my gastric. went to see doc. it was say that last time i didnt have regular meals now my gatric is being injured. need to keep eat medicine to let it slowly recover. now grace have more than 3 meals a day. and eat well for the recovery of her gastric think she sure would gain weight. and doc say if i went for scanning my gastric would be red in fluid colour. means ... injured. sounds scary.
haha. but i will be well wan! hopefully before poly start! haha.
people i will be back soon don miss me. =]
p.s p.s btw people its my first time on plane. sua gu enough a not? haha.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
still not too late. new year is not over yet! haha.
quitted my job . haha. too tired. everyday work ... no life. even sat and sun. so quit.
no job no money. but got job and go work tiring and sian. haha.
it ok shall wait till i come back from taiwan then find job again bah. haha.
enjoyed my new year ! haha. had fun play games. and have forfeit(?). haha. being draw on face with eyeliner all that. haven got the photo yet. when i have i will post. i will be brave and post it. haha. now my life is everyday go fetch cousin all those. haha. its ok! i enjoy it . haha. look forward to fri! out with sandra they all! haha!
all the picture is of course not by me. credit to my cousin. haha.


my family photo! big ? or ok only? haha.
retake once due to some error. haha. my hand block till my sis face. haha.

my shuai ge! and the person who thinks he is handsome . haha.

and play fireworks but scared of the sound... haha.

my cousin taking fireworks.

playing fireworks.

自由女神! i don know in eng. haha.

see the words? CNY 10

i draw the 0 wan. haha.

showing off muscle again.....

act cool. haha

SARANG HAE!!!!

HUAT AH!!!! haha.

had fun during CNY. will update more since i didnt work already. haha. so much free time. will also see me more often on net. haha.

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wow..... time flies...... its already 2010

miracle..... my O level year is over!

but result year is here!

ahhh!!! good result please....

haiz... had bad dream like when i taking mt result. dreamt that i retain!

this time please let dream be the opposite!

... what had been done had been done. my papers already at cambridge there.nothing can change..... just hope everything would be fine! =]

2009....

hmmmmmm......

a lot of thing happen~

sad. angry. regret. happy. shocked. all have.

just hope 2010 would be a better year for me!

not long ago?

recieved a bad news from yi jing. didnt expect it.

i didnt went for the camp.... sense of regret...

didnt went for band chalet. cause i collapse for full 4 days!

pro right?sore thoart. lose voice. blocked nose. slight fever. after this recover.... yesterday had GASTRIC! i wonder why all came together... is it cause i took too much medicine then affect till my gastric???

but it all ok now. glad.

i now taking. biscuit, cup noodle. instant noodle. at my wish. when i sick... all is blend wan...

haha. later eat too much. sick again~ CHOY!

haiz. whatever. just hope 2010 would be better.

明天会更好!

no matter what. just thank everybody who are with me whenever i am sad, happy and whatever. haha. really glad and thankful for you all. and also. those help me pass through my o level year. hope to leave fajar with great achievement . of course is good result. haha. of course not forgetting the people in band , esp CLARINET SECTION! without you all my band days would not be so interesting. thanks . and my school days of course is the same group of my super super close friends. they know who they are de lah. haha.

woohhooooo~

looking forward to the challenges awaiting for me in 2010!!!!

yo! people!
i'm back!
2 weeks of job quite tiring working everyday.
haha. now is resting time! haha.
during work see my true colours . get shoot too. thanks to that freak.
that's all~
should be. haha. waiting for pay to come.
ahhhh~ my baby cousin is back from KOREA! *jealous jealous*
annndddddd ANNDDD AND~
they saw Kim Hyun Joong at Jeju(not sure whether is this place. haha) !!!!
ahhh!`~~ * super duper jealous now!!*
saw real person. at first when he talk to phone with me and my sis we thought is tv but not!
is real person. at the airport toilet~~~..... how can like that.. jealous jealous.
but its ok. haha.
they bought me their CD although i had one , made in taiwan...
they bought me de is made in KOREA and a SS501 file. hahaha.
THANK YOU VERY VERY MUCH MUCH ! =]
i believe one day if i get to KOREA i would be able to see all 5 of them.
i big fan. should be able to see them. haha.
ahhh jealous lah~~~~ they saw hyun joong.
let me see Young Saeng please!!~~~
SS501 come SINGAPORE i welcome you all. haha.
crazy already. never mind. haha.
will blog soon. when i'm free. =]

woohooo~ went east coast on 181109
haha. enjoy the day out with them. i know how to cycle!!!
although very slow~ compared to them. its ok. i will improve. haha.
i really hope the next outing you can be present. =]
on bus took photos all that. its a long long journey~ haha.
reached there book bicycles for 3hours $6 . think because it rain then it was so cheap. haha.
cycle till the jetty there took photos all those. and it rain!!!!! cycle chiong ? haha. then ate at subway and continue cycle return bikes and wave goodbyes to east coast. haha. enjoyed myself.

our bikes. cool ?

haha.

me and ah lian.

i also took photos with the one that snatched my husband but she didnt send me yet. i also forget to take from her... see whether she would post at her blog. haha.

at the jetty

the stylist photo we had. haha. cool right?

love this photo. hehe.

other than east coast i also went orchard and bought clothes and shoes with sandra. wahhaa. had a nice time shopping. shopping is also a good way to exercise and shake off your fats. i wan slim down. i really don care. a lot of people say i look a bit more fat then last time. and indeed i weigh myself. i gained weight.... :( but its a secret. i will not say how heavy i am now. ohhh NO! i really have to slim down . haha. its a must MUST!

so SIAN!!!! tomorrow going to start working non-stop for 2 weeks!!!! ah!!! going crazy.. before o level finish wanted so much to work but now ..... haiz... i don wan work lah~~~~ ahh.. i wan stay at home watch tv. play com games. watch video on youtube. go baby cousin house acc him. go out with friends.... so many better things for me to do.... but without money cannot be done. i shall work for 2 weeks then see how... haha. so sian~ ah~~~ i don wan work... too lazy . but i shall work. maybe work le will slim down??!! haha. plus if work no chance use com. cause going to reach home at 10 ++ going 11 since i start work late so end late. somemore all the way till PARKWAY PARADE! haiz.... haha.

its ok... 2 weeks will fly like o level. i shall tolerate. currently having slight headache, will update soon if i have time after my work bye people~ =]

people don miss me~ =] haha.

yo people !!!!!

i'm back and alive!

i didnt die ! 我还没死！

haha.

since my darlings the official colour is green i shall post in green. haha.

just for fun. i not so crazy wan. i am those calm fan. haha.

O LEVEL officially marks an end for me. hahha.

to : chun lian , cai ling and kai wen....

one more day to go!!! JYJY! =]

i doubt they will read it.

now nothing to do. everyday is go baby cousin house if not go out with friends.

i need job! i got things to buy. never mind. i believe one day i would find job if i continue to find.

皇天不负苦心人. is it like this? correct me if im wrong.

o level period is really tough but its all over! waiting for the results!

please!!! below 17!!! argh!

plus why ah why ah?!!! i study VENICE why didnt come out! why?! WHY! ohh i think thats sad for many people! we are the same type of people if you are feeling the same way as me. other than this nothing else to grumble. eh... i guess i done everything i can. although i agree for mcq science i very slack . i didnt study. 5%? ohhh~ don give me retribution.............

ah~ i wan know result i wan! i don wan know at the same time. haha. so stress. ah.

for next 2 weeks going relax myself.

shopping shopping shopping.

east coast east coast east coast.

play play play.

slack slack slack.

hahaaha! will update more.

by the way straight after paper me , sandra and ming hui went to seoul garden to "celebrate"? ahaha. have fun eating. eat till i full. filled to my mouth. but i STINK! o~ the smell. sucks. haha. reminder people next time either bring extra clothes or bring perfumes there. haha.

wait patiently for my next posts. haha.

i will be back~

YOUNG SAENG!!!! <3

one month one post?
haha.
i am here today as i am on ML(medical leave) for 2 days.
in the process of recovering ...
haha. sianz... its not good to be sick especially my sickness always one lead to another then lead to another. 3 in 1 package. haha.
5 kinds of medicine at one go. feel like vomiting out. haha.
but its all over. only left one type. i will soon recover...
i will go back school on mon and jump around and be hyper. haha.
2 days never go school. bet i missed a lot of important lesson.
must chiong harder than other people. i try my best ~ haha.
missed my science practical mock exam. later prelim totally no clue how?!
missed my ss test.
missed my his test.
missed my geo test.
got many homework pile up.
luckily my mum agree that i don need go tuition today. wahaha.
she the best. haha. take care of me for the past 3 days . must had made her worried a lot. haha.
will take good care of my health from now on cannot get sick already.
looking forward to 27 aug. good news please!!!!! doc i see your face for more than 4 years already let me go bah. haha. lame.... clever people will know what i mean.
got to go and do work. wait till next month for my post? haha.

very long never post already... haha.
yo people! miss me? haha. crazy .
had an excellence SHOCK!(almost the same day! marvellous.)
想不通！
will be back soon if i'm free. haha. =]
JIAYOUS everyone.
I LOVE O LEVEL.
currently psycho-ing myself. haha. =]
less than 3 months!
grace! study! if not you will freak out!

photos UP!!!!!! haha.

first time i had 2 birthday cake in my life! =]

thank you everyone who are involve.

my parents.

ming hui , chun lian , sandra , kai wen , cai ling.

thank you very very very much. haha.

and the surprise too! trick me together with my mother. haha.

its indeed a very memorable birthday.

the cake my parents bought for me! =]
no more cake like last year. haha.

the cake that my beloved-s bought for me!

official announce i am 16!!!!

coincidentally both cake are the same!

except the size and the layer outside. haha.

group photo! =] smilez my friends!

happy bithday to you , happy birthday to you!!~

haha. =]

making many wishes. hope everything would come true. haha.

ok they say i am violence towards the cake~

but im not! is the cake difficult to be cut. so have to use somemore strength. haha.

once they enter my room and being high for a while. thats what turn them into.

tired and sleep on my bed. haha. does my room really have the "sleeping atmosphere"?

i think so too. i was sleepy everytime when i study in my room. haha.

the girl who without fails will zi lian. even with my phone and bear!

since you say openly to me you love me....

SANDRA 老公, i love you too! haha.

i bold somemore. haha.
lastly before they go home our group photo. haha.
everypne is tired. can see from their face. but don know why only sandra and me is the hyper wan. haha.

haha. i am going to study already. i don care already. if you see me slacking come to my face and scold me. ask me wake up. haha. life cannot continue this way. i will prove you wrong.

ahhh~!
my com have problems for the pics to be uploaded.
will try harder next time. haha.
anyway thanks for the surprise!! haha.
thanks for celebrating with me.
thank you.
in order of birthdays. eldest to youngest.
ming hui , chun lian , sandra , kai wen , cai ling.
you all the acting can go star awards already. haha. =]
BIG BIG thanks.
also thanks to the people who wished me happy birthday.
you know who you are. =]
THANK YOU!
because of you people i really had a memorable 16 year old birthday. =]

back back!
haha .
had band camp and p.o.p.
really enjoyed it a lot. i love everything.
haha. had a lot to say. but my mind was blank when saying the speech. haha.
stayed overnight. enjoyed everything .
now my house in already painting!!! yea yea
but i cannot stand the smell.... argh~ breathing difficulty. haha.
tmr my room will be painted baby pink!
can you believe it?! i myself don like pink but i have my room painted PINK!
RiDiCULOUS! haha. will be updated everything once it was done.
stay tunned to it! haha.
seriously cannot tolerate the paint smell. got the feel of vomitting whenever i smell it, even now.
my mum suggested me to go my baby cousin house stay but i wanted to stay at my house instead. haha.
hope tmr the smell will faster go off... if not i seriously cannot tahan already. ahaha.
looking forward to my new room. =]

have not been getting enough sleeps this few days or these weeks.
haha. blame myself for that. i am totally tired.
i slept in class , having difficulties to wake up(although eventually i woke up)
haha. just now went to cai ling house make things!
thanks a lot cai ling!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
& chun lian!!!!!!!!!
& ming hui!!!!
& kai wen!!!!
i finally dare to touch an animal !
i touched cai ling's hamster!(with plastic bag on)
although now i still some sort of scared but i believe i will be able to overcome my fear!
haha=]
was being nagged by my dad just now for giving money to a person.
but seriously if she wan cheat my money then is she bad not me.
i did a kind deed. somemore it is a dollar plus. so it would be fine.
that person actually asked for more... but i seriously have no money in my wallet except those coins. so i just gave everything to her. haha.
tmr and sat will be away for camp! don miss me people.
i will be back! =]

haiz~
the stomach is bugging be again!!
today had stomache again! ridiculous...
but this time must blame myself . haha,
i am just being 馋嘴....
regretted! i will not eat so many things at one go..
my stomach cannot take it. haha.
haiz... super pain~ haha. but luckily now ok le. if not i will die of pain. ok . exagerrated. but seriously it is very pain! haha. chiong toilet for don know how many times.
went to play audi with ming hui on fri or thurs? haha. my skills sucks like hell like noobie only. haha. i only fm once through out the whole thing! ridiculous. haha.
finally i finish reading my storybook EMPRESS WU!!!!!!!!!
ok. the book is nice. i never expect myself to read so fast with such thick book.
clap clap for grace! haha =]
next book i conquring???
TWILIGHT.
JIN XIU thanks for lending me! =]=]
ok . sounds so retarded. now then only start reading twilight. never mind. i can do it! haha.
after twilight i finish the whole series i shall continue to read a very chim storybook. i must conqure it! haha. the book?
DA VINCI code. sounded retarded agian. like so long ago. never mind. haha. i will not give up like last time haven reach the 20th page i already put the book back to shelf. haha.
heard from my parents that they going to some sort of finally renovate our house!!!
and yea yea. 3 cheers for them i can choose the colour i wan for my room. yea yea. but they object of having dark colours... haha . and maybe my room will be having air-con! finally~ long awaited~ haha.
i wan go EAST COAST
i wan go SENTOSA
i wan go take a ride at SINGAPORE FLYER
i wan go see the DA VINCI exhibition.
i wan go see DRAG ME TO HELL that movie
i wan CLASS OUTING!!!!!!! haha.

haha. people once again here...
haha. my new blog song nice? wahaha.
my intensive lesson rock my life upside down. haha.
wasnt having enough sleep lately. haha.
wake up grace! haha.
i love kim hyun joong! haha. no longer ji hoo!
cause i not love his show now but his group SS501. haha.
grace is crazy here.
their dance steps is so cool!
i am unlike valarie so crazy over the ER LANG shen in the channel 8 . 5.30 show.
his name is jiang en jun (?) . haha. she even went to investigate people's background.
this is crazy. haha.
joeslyn i post le. ahaha. you also must post. haha.
i want go scince center see DA VINCI the exhibition! haha. =]
maybe i would be able to inspired by him from there and start to work hard like him. haha.
you never know. haha.

hooo hoooo~
i am backed here.
today is my mother tongue o level paper!
high! everyone scream!!!!!
cai ling was like super happy that she finish her paper today. haha.
we were allowed to take back the chinese paper then ask my aunt help me see which wan i possibly would get correct. i get a shock of my life. my 综合填空 only get 5 out of 10 correct!!!!!!
ridiculous lorr.... everytime like that wan leh!~ what must i do to improve my 综合填空? argh. always irritated by it. haha. never mind. what has been done has been done. i cannot do anything about it.~ isnt it?
tmr would have to start my intensive lesson already! i would work hard. a promise to myself not to make everyone thats wanted me to do well. haha.
JI HOO SUNBAE is the best already! even sandra say she is kinda good. wahaha.
intro you all 1 video... damn funny. but make sure you understand hokkien if not you would not be able to understand the joke of the video. haha.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gGqciSysmsg&feature=related
enjoy yourself.

I AM SICK OF IT!!!!!!!!
can i just have a healthy body?!!!
i wan to stop getting sick!
i HATE having stomache occasionally.
i HATE to face my backbone problems.
i HATE myself for getting sick easily.
i HATE getting blocked nose occasionally.
i HATE having running nose occasionally.
i HATE having gastric pain. it is really very pain.
i HATE stomach cramp. it is super duper pain!
i HATE having stomache during exams!
i HATE all of that above. do you think i wan it myself?
who wan all this?!
why do i have so many little illness bugging me?
why?
although it is small illness but try having at least one of them every week you would get irritated easily. medicine is not the cure already~
does really once bad luck turns to you ; you are prone to bad luck for long?
why doesnt lucky star just shine on me for a short while? a while i also happy.
especially during this period of time~
losing my balance greatly... i would be falling anytime.
must hop me when i fall ok? haha.
i am not being emo or what. just that i having stomache and i don feel good at all. let me vent out. haha. everything came out. now i am hungry. but once i eat i went to toilet again.
i might as well don eat~ don eat then tmr gastric. what is this? like this cannot like that also cannot...
irritating illness~ =[

get my results le~ sucks like hell??!!!
good things are meant to share.
bad things?
keep it to myself. haha.
yesterday damn happy!
was back to band to take band photo. enjoyed myself.
i finally touched my clarinet after so long... ah. i love my clarinet.
eh... i forget the number of my clar... as you know i am lousy at numbers. haha.
it is difficult for me to remember numbers. haha.
hui hui remember ah. 2 weeks must polish 1 time. haha. must let it kim kim! haha.
yi jing and bi xin! thanks for accompanying me home! =]
although after photo taking a bit emo cause not feeling well. haha.
i am sick! ridiculous! how can that be??!!! ~ haha.
can just let me sick till mon? i don feel like going sch for some reasons...=]
ah!!!! ah lian when we going east coast??!!!! i wan go see sea!
i wan go there and shout my lungs out! haha.
i hate to be sick. cause i start losing my appetite again~ what is this?
from morning till now i only had a waffle. haha. this is super not me.
ok... i am tired already. i wan go rest le. my upper head felt so heavy...~

FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!
mid year exams is over. this is a tiring mid year exam for me.
everything is studied last min and mostly not studied in the right mood.
haha. kind of expect what i would get... haha. i don have confidence for all subject.
argh!!!! for mid year 我尝尽了先甜后苦... haiz...
yesterday slept less than 3 hours than went to sch with panda eyes. nice wan?
was chionging for art... although not the first time i like this ...
don know why although a bit mind not there and headache due to lack of sleeps i can still be energetic till 3 ++ in the afternoon then fall asleep. haha.
so strong.... haha. hope my panda eye can faster faster recover if not so ugly got dark circle. haha.
tmr is a very difficult make decision day...
movie? or farm mart? or both?
haiz... let me enjoy first . ohh no ! cannot!!!!!!
o lvl mt is coming on its way! argH!!!! and and still got art coursework to submit.
totally no resting~ haha.
friday going back band!!!! yea yea!!!!!! this time with permission. haha. photo taking!
super looking forward. clarinetists here i come! haha.